She has been called
the woman without a face. Today, Carolyn Thomas has
a message for every woman in a stormy romance. It is a lesson that has come
at a heartbreaking unthinkable price. [MARIMBA MUSIC] Growing up as an only child,
Carolyn and her mother were inseparable. Throughout high school,
Carolyn was a star athlete and basketball and track. She was popular
with her classmates and loved going
to school dances. In college, Carolyn
studied to become a drug and alcohol counselor. She also dreamed of getting
married and starting a family of her own. But on December 5,
2003, Carolyn’s life would be forever changed. [DRAMATIC MUSIC] This is Carolyn. [GASPS] That is true. Half of her face is gone. It was literally blown
off in a horrific crime. The man who pulled the
trigger was her own boyfriend of many years. [MARIMBA MUSIC] When Carolyn met Terrence
Kelly, she thought she found the man of her dreams. Soon, they moved in together. In the beginning,
the relationship was a normal relationship. We got along real good, went out
to eat, things of that nature. OPRAH WINFREY: But
after just a few months, Terrence began to show a
much darker side of himself. He got very jealous
and he was very controlling with what I wear. I wasn’t allowed to wear things
that showed off my figure. I was only able to associate
with my immediate family. I wasn’t allowed to talk to my
male cousins because, you know, he really didn’t believe
that they were my cousins. He was verbally abusive. OPRAH WINFREY: Then the
emotional abuse turned violent. I remember getting beat
up for dying my hair. He didn’t think that
that was ladylike. He beat me up for stopping
and talking to another guy. OPRAH WINFREY: Despite
constant abuse, Carolyn stayed in the
relationship for eight years. I was in love, and I thought
that he was going to change, and that I could change him. OPRAH WINFREY:
Carolyn was relieved when her mom, needing a place
to stay, moved in with them. I confided in my mother. She told me to leave him
because he was abusive, and that he might
kill me some day. Well, that day did come. On December 5,
2003, Terrence Kelly came home to the
apartment that he shared with Carolyn and her mother. Believing another
man was in the house, he flew into a jealous rage. Terrence was saying,
someone was in the apartment. Me and my mother were trying to
tell him that there was no one in the apartment but us three. And he just kept on ranting
and raving, grabbed a gun. My mother was trying
to calm him down. We ended up wrestling for
the gun back and forth, hustling for it. And he ended up
getting it away from me and shooting my
mother in the stomach. And after that, he grabbed
me around the throat, put the gun to my temple. OPRAH WINFREY:
Terrence Kelly shot Carolyn at point blank range. Her face was shattered. Carolyn’s mom made it to
a neighbor’s apartment. He called 911. OPRAH WINFREY: Entering
the grisly crime scene, police officers
discovered blood and bits of bone sprayed everywhere. They assumed Carolyn was dead. When the officer
came in the apartment and I grabbed him
on the ankle to let him know that I was alive. OPRAH WINFREY: Emergency
medical technician Dale Yates says she
was one of the most horrifically injured shooting
victims he has ever seen. Her face was
totally, totally gone. The eyebrows down to the top
of her job was concaved in. You could actually hear
some gurgling sounds coming from Carolyn she was
attempting to try to breathe, and that’s when it
dawned on me we had a person who was still alive. I took my hand and inserted
down in a concave part to dig and fish everything
and open up her airway. OPRAH WINFREY: EMT
Yates literally fished bits of bone and teeth
out of Carolyn’s mouth so that she could breathe. I believe Carolyn was this
close probably to death, just within fractions of seconds. [POLICE SIRENS] And she is here today. [APPLAUSE] So how are you doing? How are you? I’m doing great. – You’re doing great?
– Yes. Yeah. I heard that in order to speak
again after losing your– the top of your mouth, because
he literally shot your face off and the top of your mouth,
that you had to speech therapy to learn how to speak again? Yes, I did. I had to learn the
alphabet all over again, learn how to
speak in sentences, and just how to breathe
through– through the trach. How to breathe
through the trach. – Yes.
– Yeah. How long were you
in the hospital before you saw your face? I was in the
hospital, I would say, a good three months
before I saw my face. I took it upon myself
to go in the bathroom and remove the bandages. I just wanted to know what
the extent of the damage was. And what did you think
or feel when you saw your face for the first time? I felt horrible. I felt that I looked horrible. I didn’t even want
to look at myself. I felt that no one else would
want to look at me either. And this is,
audience, you should know the first time that Carolyn
has shown her face publicly. So when you came out, you
came out in a big way. Yes, I did. Yeah. I heard one of the most
difficult things for you is– is– is going out in public. Yes, it is. It’s very difficult.
When I go out in public, people stare, you
know, turn around. The hardest thing is
a lot of times, I– you know, go out, and
it would scare kids. I love kids. And I remember going
out shopping one day, and a little kid just screaming
on the top of his lungs. I thought maybe it was the
fact he wanted something in the store for his mother. But he told his mother
that I scared him, and that just broke my heart. So Carolyn says in her
dreams that she still is the old Carolyn, right? You still have your face? You dream of yourself
with your face? Yes, I do. I still dream of myself
with my face a lot of times. So how did you find out that
your mother had been killed? I found out maybe about
three days after being in the hospital, and I woke up. And the first thing I asked
was, where was my mother? Because do you remember
being shot at all? Do you remember that? I remember having an
out-of-body experience. And it was kind of like
the devil was on one side, God was on one side, and I
was falling down this tunnel real, real, real fast. And after not getting
to the bottom, I just remember this calm
feeling, and not feeling any pain, and asking God to
forgive me for all my sins, and if he sees fit for me to be
here, then, you know, to be so.

The Woman Who Was Shot in the Face By Her Boyfriend | The Oprah Winfrey Show | Oprah Winfrey Network

100 thoughts on “The Woman Who Was Shot in the Face By Her Boyfriend | The Oprah Winfrey Show | Oprah Winfrey Network

  • September 17, 2019 at 12:57 am
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    This breaks my heart ๐Ÿ’”

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  • September 17, 2019 at 12:57 am
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    Wow she is from my hometown and i never meet her before..

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  • September 17, 2019 at 1:01 am
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    Oprah's wig is foul. Let's start there .

    Terrance looks like a big fat creep. Ladies when the signs start, RUN ! Dont wait ! Ain't that much muthafuckin love in the world !

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  • September 17, 2019 at 1:02 am
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    I'm sick right now. Poor baby ๐Ÿ˜ขโ˜น๏ธ

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  • September 17, 2019 at 1:03 am
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    I hate it when people pick on the weak

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  • September 17, 2019 at 1:03 am
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    I'm glad she still here. She's a survivor. I โœ‚ my losses when it's comes 2 a ๐Ÿ‘Ž relationship. I can't lose my life 2.๐Ÿ˜ฒ

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  • September 17, 2019 at 1:08 am
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    Poor lady. Madness is the only alternative to anger for some of these guys.

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  • September 17, 2019 at 1:13 am
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    He looks crazy

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  • September 17, 2019 at 1:13 am
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    I will NEVER tolerate a verbal abuse or physical abusive relationship again!!!! Even as a aggressive woman will change my ways๐Ÿคž๐Ÿฝ๐Ÿ›๐Ÿ›๐Ÿ›๐Ÿ›๐Ÿ›๐Ÿ›

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  • September 17, 2019 at 1:16 am
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    Lord keep this woman.

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  • September 17, 2019 at 1:20 am
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    We have to learn to take advice from our elders. They've seen a lot more than us.

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  • September 17, 2019 at 1:22 am
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    I swear Black men are the cause of so much destruction in our community.

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  • September 17, 2019 at 1:30 am
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    So sad…god bless her

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  • September 17, 2019 at 1:33 am
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    This happened in my hometown. I remember this story like yesterday. So tragic what happened to her but thank God she lived to tell her story and be an advocate for women going through domestic violence.

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  • September 17, 2019 at 1:36 am
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    The part about the out of body experience with Devil in one side and God in the other and asking for forgiveness of my sins!โค๏ธ

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  • September 17, 2019 at 1:37 am
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    OMG so SAD.

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  • September 17, 2019 at 1:37 am
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    I hope they bury this man under the jail…. I hurt for Carolyn.

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  • September 17, 2019 at 1:46 am
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    My heart breaks for her๐Ÿ’” but she is so damn strong wow.

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  • September 17, 2019 at 1:47 am
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    I never saw this episode. How horrible. ๐Ÿ™

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  • September 17, 2019 at 1:50 am
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    Listen to your mothers y'all especially if you're close

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  • September 17, 2019 at 1:53 am
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    This is why people need to take abusive relationships seriously. Stop making excuses because it does get worse.

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  • September 17, 2019 at 1:57 am
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    Full ep

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  • September 17, 2019 at 2:02 am
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    The first 911 dispatcher I have heard in one of these tragedies who did a good job..
    .stop interviewing the victim's.

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  • September 17, 2019 at 2:05 am
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    Ladies be careful of the "undiagnosed!". They walk among us. Tragic

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  • September 17, 2019 at 2:06 am
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    How do I comfort a female that has lost her features ….this is how we're acknowledged or rated. This is very hard but you're alive so live๐Ÿค“

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  • September 17, 2019 at 2:06 am
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    Evil lurks and walks among us๐Ÿ˜ข๐Ÿ™

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  • September 17, 2019 at 2:08 am
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    As soon as a man starts trying to control what u wear and who u talk to! Flee!! He beat her too and she still stayed. So sad women love urself. Abusive relationship isnโ€™t love, u canโ€™t change a man leave him alone

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  • September 17, 2019 at 2:16 am
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    Goodness, I wasn't expecting them to show her face. I wasn't ready ๐Ÿ˜ข

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  • September 17, 2019 at 2:20 am
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    So horrifically terrible this poor woman, ๐Ÿ’” even in the photos he looked evil and like a monster. ๐Ÿ˜ž๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜ž Itโ€™s a miracle she even survived, what a courageous woman after her and her mom survived a traumatic ordeal. I wonder how sheโ€™s doing nowadays…

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  • September 17, 2019 at 2:21 am
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    Mothers are the first 1 to know when a dude ainโ€™t no good

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  • September 17, 2019 at 2:24 am
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    Absolutely horrific what happened to her. These abusers DO NOT change. No matter how much you love them, abide by their ridiculous requests, stay home…it does NOT matter. Been there, done that. It only gets worse y'all.

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  • September 17, 2019 at 2:31 am
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    Her ๐Ÿ™ Prayer changed the course of everything.

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  • September 17, 2019 at 2:31 am
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    This is so sad ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ

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  • September 17, 2019 at 2:31 am
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    Will they reconstruct her face some? Her mother was right! How could you put your mom in a situation like this!!! She got her mother killed by not leaving the abusive man.

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  • September 17, 2019 at 2:33 am
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    @Cynthiag Would you like to cover this story for your viewers? I know you like these type of stories.

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  • September 17, 2019 at 2:38 am
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    This is so sad

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  • September 17, 2019 at 2:45 am
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    @tariqelite Here's another great story for you.

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  • September 17, 2019 at 2:45 am
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    She is absolutely courageous for not only surviving, such a horrendous ordeal but; sharing her story.
    As she was; she shall always be…
    "Beautiful!"๐ŸŒบ๐ŸŒธ๐ŸŒทโค๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ‘‘

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  • September 17, 2019 at 2:46 am
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    OMG!!! The tears that I am shedding. God please look upon this woman with blessings, favor, love and life. โ™ฅ๏ธ

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  • September 17, 2019 at 2:48 am
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    She is a brave and beautiful lady. My heart broke watching this, she has endured so much unfathomable trauma and pain.

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  • September 17, 2019 at 2:49 am
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    Yo some ppl are in relationships with ppl who have serious mental health issues! This is some serious mental health issue

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  • September 17, 2019 at 2:52 am
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    ๐Ÿ˜ข๐Ÿ˜ข๐Ÿ˜ข

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  • September 17, 2019 at 2:54 am
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    I believe her. Thats what I experienced. Once you enter into the experience of death … there is no pain. And if you ask GOD… he will restore you if it is truly not his will for you.

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  • September 17, 2019 at 2:55 am
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    Like how can you be so evil!

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  • September 17, 2019 at 3:02 am
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    Mannn that's horrible how these men are so abusive! Jesus!! The first red flag or warning you see from a man/women you need to RUNNNNNNNNNN!! Dont stay in that relationship! If they do it once, trust they will do it again!!

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  • September 17, 2019 at 3:04 am
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    So sad

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  • September 17, 2019 at 3:07 am
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    This should be shown to all women in abusive relationships. These men are jealous of you. They're incompetent, insecure and unlikable; you're just there as means to vent their frustration. Get a gun, plan your escape,and leave SILENTLY – before it's too late.

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  • September 17, 2019 at 3:15 am
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    Just horrible. Peace and Blessings to all!

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  • September 17, 2019 at 3:22 am
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    So sad. But sorry this was your own damn fault! You wanted a man so badly. Be careful what you wish for!

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  • September 17, 2019 at 3:24 am
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    So sad!

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  • September 17, 2019 at 3:26 am
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    If a guy ever puts his hands on me the first time he does Iโ€™m leaving him alerting authorities and letting ALL of my family know

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  • September 17, 2019 at 3:26 am
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    So sad

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  • September 17, 2019 at 3:27 am
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    I wonder why some dr have not given her a face transplant Iโ€™ve seen a few videos always of white people who try to commit suicide and they get a new face

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  • September 17, 2019 at 3:27 am
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    Iโ€™d like to split that dude face!

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  • September 17, 2019 at 3:30 am
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    He looks like a narcissistic psycho !!!

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  • September 17, 2019 at 3:32 am
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    What happened to her is awful ……but did her voice surprise anyone else?

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  • September 17, 2019 at 3:42 am
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    I truly do not understand why she stayed with a guy who put restrictions on what she wore and didn't "allow" her to talk to make cousins. Like……why?

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  • September 17, 2019 at 3:46 am
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    Why r they clapping for her?

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  • September 17, 2019 at 3:50 am
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    Respectfully I state: This was a real talk show.

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  • September 17, 2019 at 3:53 am
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    I just got out of this a few days ago

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  • September 17, 2019 at 4:11 am
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    I remember this story. So sad! I thought this was an update.

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  • September 17, 2019 at 4:16 am
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    Why would some people make black people seem bad?

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  • September 17, 2019 at 4:44 am
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    This man should never get out of prison for doing this to her.

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  • September 17, 2019 at 4:47 am
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    What happened to her mom? She was shot too?

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  • September 17, 2019 at 4:49 am
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    Truly heartbreaking!

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  • September 17, 2019 at 4:49 am
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    I wish for her to be able to get a face transplant or whatever cosmetic platic surgery she needs. She did not deserve this. That animal should have to do hard labour imprisoned for the rest of his life.

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  • September 17, 2019 at 4:50 am
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    BUT YOUR STILL BEAUTIFUL NO MATTER WHAT OK

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  • September 17, 2019 at 4:54 am
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    It Never gets better!!!!! Get out!!!โ€™

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  • September 17, 2019 at 4:56 am
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    Where is this man?

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  • September 17, 2019 at 4:57 am
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    I wanted to hear the rest!

    I don't blame her if she never wants to date for the rest of her life, smh.

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  • September 17, 2019 at 4:58 am
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    I canโ€™t beleive thereโ€™s people in the world like this

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  • September 17, 2019 at 5:00 am
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    Oh my god my heart goes out to her not only her but she lost her mom too I couldnโ€™t imagine

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  • September 17, 2019 at 5:06 am
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    You are so brave, so strong, and the definition of courage. Sending you all my prayers, gentle hugs and so much love.

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  • September 17, 2019 at 5:42 am
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    She is a true survivor. I have no words… sheโ€™s just the embodiment of bravery.

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  • September 17, 2019 at 6:03 am
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    Our god wasn't ready for her. I know if only see could take back the hands of time she would I'm sure it's a hard pill to digest not only the tragedy of her face but most of all her mother died at the hands of a man she chose and her life we all make mistakes and some mistake we are self wish that we could have taken back but we will never be able to do that my heart goes out to her and may our God forever keep his loving arms around her God bless you keep your head up and keep moving forward.

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  • September 17, 2019 at 6:28 am
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    God wasn't ready!! Thank you Jesus ๐Ÿ˜ข๐Ÿ˜ข๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿ™Œ๐Ÿ™ Baby you a testimony!!

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  • September 17, 2019 at 6:46 am
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    I'm so glad she survive these men are to jealous and she was to pretty for him.

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  • September 17, 2019 at 6:57 am
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    Her mom died that day …sad

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  • September 17, 2019 at 6:58 am
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    God bless her ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿ™๐Ÿ™๐Ÿ™๐Ÿ™๐Ÿ™

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  • September 17, 2019 at 6:58 am
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    Lord Jesus & he killed her mother on top of that?! Heโ€™s the WORST kind of person ever. I hope heโ€™s in jail for life!

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  • September 17, 2019 at 7:11 am
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    I remember watching this when it aired in 2005 when i was 10 years old and wondering how somebody could do something like this to somebody else. I still don't understand it.

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  • September 17, 2019 at 7:55 am
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    Too many women especially black women put up with these abusive men .

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  • September 17, 2019 at 8:07 am
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    I donโ€™t know why women think they can ever change a man. Men donโ€™t change for nobody

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  • September 17, 2019 at 8:36 am
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    "Thomas began dating Kelly in 1992….In 2000, Kelly was sent to prison on a felony drug conviction. Thomas began to reclaim her life as her own. When Kelly was released from prison in Oct. 2003, he moved in with his sister in Fort Worth. Two months later, he asked Thomas for a ride. "I thought, 'It's just a ride. What can happen?" she said.

    There was no arguing, or anything else that would lead Thomas to believe danger was imminent. "He asked if he could come to the apartment for a while,'' she said. "As I look back, I should have definitely told him no and stood by my no."

    Her mother and aunt left to get something to eat. When her mother returned, Kelly became violent…..Kelly fired a shot into the ceiling, and then a shot into the floor. That bullet penetrated the bedroom of Thomas's downstairs neighbor, who called 911….

    Thomas said Kelly had been smoking what's known as Wet, a combination of marijuana and embalming fluid that causes hallucinations. He shot Thomas's mother first. "After he shot my mom in the stomach, he dragged me to the living room and shot me in my face," she said.

    Source: https://www.al.com/news/birmingham/2015/10/the_woman_without_a_face_warns.html

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  • September 17, 2019 at 8:44 am
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    Why do women put up with those narcisstic men??? Bec they choose to stay. Women may be nurturing but the second a man lays his hand on you, RUN. Once you own up to your choice as a victim in a toxic relatiomship, get out asap! Be more self aware!

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  • September 17, 2019 at 9:01 am
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    My reason for leaving the man I was so in love with ….But remember love doesn't hurt ..God thank you for helping me to get out ….years later I am alive

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  • September 17, 2019 at 9:12 am
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    After my Ex went for the gun years ago and I got away, I never looked back. I moved out of the city

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  • September 17, 2019 at 9:13 am
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    He look like a psychopath.

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  • September 17, 2019 at 9:36 am
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    Does anyone know how is she doing today?

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  • September 17, 2019 at 10:14 am
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    Good morning miss Oprah how is she now

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  • September 17, 2019 at 10:49 am
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    I'm so sorry honey, thank God you made it…. whoever put a thumbs down on here shame on you Shame

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  • September 17, 2019 at 10:51 am
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    Thats why we women have to stand up to abuse say no. He will feel it leave him to god

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  • September 17, 2019 at 11:17 am
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    I pray that when this man comes up for parole that it is denied. It would be a travesty for this man to be able to walk the streets with everybody else.ย  And I thought that I had some problems to deal with today.ย  All I can say is God Bless and walk with this dear lady.ย  Sometimes we just never know.

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  • September 17, 2019 at 11:28 am
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    Does she have a point box to write her a a pin pal to show support and inspire.

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  • September 17, 2019 at 11:40 am
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    Females do this evil type stuff to men all the time and thereโ€™s barely any criticism. And we leave after that. Females the type to stay โ€œout of loveโ€. Keep the same energy plz. Things happen when ppl are dumb. So be it

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  • September 17, 2019 at 11:43 am
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    Iโ€™m sure there were a plethora of signs that he was abusive. I donโ€™t understand why females wonโ€™t call up their brothers to whip a negro behind. Yโ€™all will call them up cheating or something petty. But not the real damage ๐Ÿ˜‚

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  • September 17, 2019 at 11:53 am
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    #DomesticViolence I remember the day I met my son's father multi-racial: (German, Filipino, Irish, Cherokee Indian) Me: Dominican and Black. He promised my family he would take care of me. I was pregnant he told me he wanted to be in his sons life we were never married. He took me back to #BaltimoreMaryland – North Carey Street and Franklin? Saratoga about one block from Harlem Ave. The first couple of months were okay then everything became violent 7 months pregnant he cracked one rib bruised another, cracked one jaw and bruised another. I saw my mother go through abuse and I vowed not to follow her lead this guy was tall, handsome, educated, funny, knew chivalry in every sense of the word. Once my son was born things got worse. My brothers found out about it and shot my son's father. (he survived) the bullet went in and went out… my brothers did time for the crime I was floored why should they pay for my situation. I left him and eventually I went back to college: Morgan State University (HBCU) crossed over as Alpha Kappa Alpha – Alpha Delta Chapter Bachelors in Business Administration, Bachelors in Television and Radio Broadcasting, May 2018 I received my Doctoral in Health and Human Services. I now travel in a rental car letting other women now their self-worth. I have travel to 23 cities and small towns to share, witness and minister to other women and young ladies. We must stand in the gap for one another not just talk about women in these situation You will not know what it is unless you have been in the situation it does not start off as Domestic Violence it feels like a whirlwind

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  • September 17, 2019 at 11:54 am
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    i grew up in a culture where women do not speak we are covered from head to toe I was raped and sold into Human Trafficking from ages 6-16 raped by 16 people in my family my grandmother told me I was never going to be anything and put a mattress on my back by the time i was 24 years old with 4 children. I completed high school but with my last son while pregnant I had a cracked rib a bruised rib a cracked jaw and bruised jaw I turned to the dark side I became a body entertainer (exotic dancer), then I started entertaining men of power in and around Potomac, Maryland. Although I completed a Bachelors in Business Administration and a Bachelors in Television and Radio Broadcasting.. ME??? Man tells us who we are not , GOD tells us who we are "His Child" bed to bed & man to man i figured if someone was going to pimp me out it will be me ….$1,500.00 per hour I worked from 12:p-8p (I know right)? God kept away diseases and harm. One night I thought I heard the Holy Spirit call my whole name I cried and cried I did not think I had any tear ducts left! 20 years in darkness God delivered me out of Human Trafficking, Domestic Violence, Prostitution, being a Lesbian, dating transgender men (Female to Male) sleeping with the enemy (ME)! October 2013 I surrendered my life to Christ January, 2019 I prayed to God if I am not to have a husband I am okay with working in the Ministry (Look At God) I met a Leader of a well known Mega Church in the south I did not see him as a husband just a prayer partner and doing street ministry March, 2019 when I said to God I am okay with being without a husband this Leader asked for my hand in marriage! We will be married July 02, 2019 in Chicago #LookAtGod …God does not want us to be alone or without anything …. God promised us everything and he has and he will do it! (in tears) Praise God .. Thank you for Reading … Be ever blessed may God send his angels to build a fence of protection around you in Jesus name AMEN! I travel from town to town and city to city telling other women they are loved by a older man 2000 years old and his name is …what? JESUS!

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  • September 17, 2019 at 11:54 am
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    in Perth Amboy New Jersey 6yeas old …. yes 06 years old my female and male cousins raped me time after time ….. then moving to Ocean City Maryland 16 different men raped me …. i would pretend the clear door knobs were diamonds and one day my Prince would come …. silly right? i was told if I told anyone they would kill my grandmother and brother …. one day Mr. Billy Graham said if you want to be saved repeat after me ….. i thought i was waiting for me to be saved from the physical … but my spirit was saved the rapes lasted until i as 16 years old i was raped after cheer leading practice i was afraid to tell my grandmother i just let her think i went out and got with child … a social worker told her i was raped …. they raped my body but could not have my Yolk (my spirit) it always belonged to God satan-the devil-lucifer is a LIAR from the pit of hades I am a child of God …… I received my Doctoral May, 2018 when everyone said I would be nothing LOOK AT GOD!

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  • September 17, 2019 at 12:07 pm
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    Domestic Violence is very real. We must tell our daughters their self-worth is valuable, they are more precious than diamonds , we must stand in the Gap for our Sisters, daughters, mothers, unts/aunts no matter the race, creed or heritage or color. We must teach our sons the value of women, we must share with each other the value, importance and respect of each other. In Genesis says "And It Is Good" we all must walk in our purpose not our preference … we are not bad people Satan/Lucifer/The Devil deceives some of us BUT GOD says in the end WE WIN! (The Book Of Revelation)

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