hiiieeee it’s ya girl I always say I’m not
gonna say that but I hear it so much I’m sorry but anyway
it’s a girl Laj welcome to love life with Laj
thanks so much for tuning back and if I could find a decent angle maybe I just
don’t like my face maybe I’m not going to find a good angle let’s going to change my whole face
so let me stop looking for one the reason why I’m making this video is
because I am leaving the hospital my local hospital here and I’ve made an
appointment because I’m in what the doctors call premature ovarian failure which
basically means I’m in menopause at a very young age I am 41 and this has been
going on with me since I was about 37 or 38 years old and we’ll I’ll talk to you
all a little bit more about some of my struggles with getting proper health
care and within our health care system here in California anyway I’m having to do a lot of
advocating for myself for instance me coming and showing up at
the hospital today is because my referrals I got a referral over a month
ago and I’ve been leaving several messages and nothing has happened so far
as far as me getting an appointment and when I tell you all that I am having a
hot flashes like on the regular like more than one an hour when I tell you I
can’t sleep at night because I’m waking up several times an hour because of the
hot flashes and I already had insomnia before this so your girl is going
through a lot physically and health-wise right now and not to mention you know my
dream of being able to have children one day right I’m 41 that day has got to be
now ya’ll it’s not or never and so i’ma share this story with you all
because I said I would share my journey and I was thinking today like this is
the real real this is the real this is what’s really going on not just the
vacations you know and the roller skating and the cooking and all that’s
really great and it is I’m glad that it’s in my life however I do have a
whole life which includes you know not some you know necessarily rosy
situations so yeah I’m gonna take y’all with me
god bless the woman inside the clinic today when I walked in there she took
such great care of me and she got me an appointment for tomorrow and I wasn’t
even expecting it to be that fast and I did pray you know and sent some good
vibes into the universe and visualized things working out I’m so glad that they
did thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you
I’m very grateful I got this appointment tomorrow I want to get this thing rollin
and see not just for my current health and how I feel but also for the
possibility of carrying a child one day okay so you know I’m i watch a lot i
watch my cutting off my head this whole video i watch a lot of mommy vloggers i
realized a little while ago that you know my fascination with a lot of these
mommy channels is my own like yes I don’t have little children around I
don’t have my own to watch up and grow and it’s so lovely to see you know these
children and these families and the joy that you know having your own family
brings and I’m so glad that you guys are sharing this stuff cuz I am enjoying
y’all I really am and I hope and pray that one day I too could be a mommy
blogger because I’ll be a mommy and hopefully still a vlogger
anyway this has gone on too long this was just a little quick update love you
all if you haven’t already and you’d like to why don’t you go ahead and
subscribe and don’t forget to get your bell get your bell so that every time I
release a video you will be notified and from there you can do what’s prudent
all right y’all if I don’t see you in the next video youI’ma see you out
there I just winked at ya’ll

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13 thoughts on “The Real Tea | Life Update & GRWM Chit Chat

  • August 30, 2019 at 10:47 pm

    Ayeeee you got it girl🎵🎵

  • August 30, 2019 at 10:47 pm

    Girl you cute 😘

  • August 30, 2019 at 10:49 pm

    Oh wow baby I'm so sorry 😥

  • August 30, 2019 at 10:57 pm

    Lol “It’s ya girl” I try not to say it too but it just flys out!😆 I send baby vibes your way.

  • August 30, 2019 at 11:10 pm

    Every video i watch i love u more!!! I was driving while watching and i had to log out after watching…needed to go in prayer. Thank you for being so transparent and inviting us into ur life completely. I said a little prayer for Gods will to be done. It just makes me sad because there are so many women that have the ability to carry and dont deserve to…and then we have beautiful women like u….a child would be so lucky to have a parent such as you. I will keep u in constant prayer. 😘😘❤️❤️

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  • August 31, 2019 at 12:25 am

    I’m so sorry Laj. I will be your insomnia buddy. Hit me up I’m always up like😳😳😳 and I’m sending you some positive energy. I’ve had to advocate for myself too girl these doctors are a trip. Ayyyyeeeee cutie I don’t know how to wink back 😂😂

  • August 31, 2019 at 3:10 am

    What’s up! You know we riding with you.prayers and well wishes for you. We fam #igot5onit keep swinging and pretty soon you’ll know it out

  • August 31, 2019 at 5:13 am

    Get to that appointment, get Gucci, and get pregnant 💪🏾

  • August 31, 2019 at 5:56 am

    Hi girl yes pray .

  • August 31, 2019 at 6:02 am

    Yes girl you are going to have your family girl God can fix all of that bless you girl 👍💝🙏

  • August 31, 2019 at 6:24 am

    Aye 💃🏽 intro had me dancing. Your face is flawless. I didn’t even know that was a thing. 41 is so young

  • August 31, 2019 at 6:25 am

    Omg don’t cry ❤️you’re going to make me cry


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